A few years ago, I found a lump. The scariest day of my life. The fear of death, of being sick, being a drag on my family, my body breaking down, CHEMO, OMG I am going to be bald. I can't do it. BUT, I can't leave my children without a mom, so I dug in and started reading everything i could. Then, like most people i went to the doctor for the Big C convo. They wanted to do a biopsy and then remove the lump. Which seemed dumb since they were going to remove it anyway. I declined the biopsy and asked to do after it is out. It was CANCER. Now what?? I sort of got lucky, i didn't need chemo, but they did talk me into Radiation. It Sucked... it is like getting a severe sunburn every day for 30 days. Thank god i use marijuana. I love "Cookies and Cream", "Amnesia Haze" and "Pineapple Kush". They have been very effective in relieving my cancer symptoms as well as the side effects of radiation. They really helped to relieve my Anxiety, Depression, Pain, Insomnia, Nausea and the Scar Tissue.